Love And UnLove

Unloving you was a battle with my ownself!!
Unloving you was a roller coaster between anger and grief
The dilemma between revenge and forgiveness
Bitter Text Ugly Calls and banging hard words upon each other
Thinking something will help, may be one night of sleep I will get
I dropped on the knees and screamed so loud
As if I would just burst into a millionbubbles of your broken image
I told you once, I will love you even when I hate you!

In recent years you made me feel attention is desperation

But, I am just enough for me
I am my date tonight
I raised the glass of wine and drank the first sip
As it touched down my throat…
A drop of tear rolled down my left eye and touched my lips
It did not taste as your saliva anymore

From now and until eternity and beyond
I choose me
To sing the tune I prefer
To write down the mind I carry
And to live in the color that I like

Out of all of all the disposition and combination
Of trials and error
I realized; I did not need to un-love you
I just needed to love me again
And yeah I brought myself back and placed you in a sealed corner of heart so it dosent affect other corners

What faded away is the YOU I found within me
And the ME that I wanted to find within you
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